i haven't been online in forever to say in the very least, its like been what? over a year now. That's a really long time when you think about it... i mean in twelve months everything has changed. i mean everything. but i don't have that much time now to update you. but i did want to post a quick few thoughts i was having...

you know something i love? coming home after hanging out with him... smelling like him. my shirt, my coat, my hair, it smells like his cologne, his cigarettes, just him. <3 and you know what?  i am going to sleep with that shirt on, and that coat in bed with me... why? because i love it, him and soon the smell will fade.. 

I've also always been curious.. what is it guys think about once they drop off their girl friend, their friends with benefits, the person they are talking to, after hanging out with them for a few hours? do they drive home, or go home thinking about her? or has her thought already left his mind? does he lay in bed thinking about what happened with her, or what should have? does he fall asleep wishing she was in his arms? 


i will post more tomorrow hopefully?
goodnight <3
-c