Sunday, June 19, 2011

High school .

Drama and fights, laughs and tears, breakups and makeups. Its rushing to grow up, then realizing you want your innocence back. It's hurting over someone elses. It's getting drunk and having your best friends hold your hair back, as you puke. then taking all the next day trying to re-cap what happens last night. It's jealous, and envy, rumors and gossip. its wannabe sluts and it's getting knocked over again and again to the point where you question if you should just stay down. Its disappointments and lies. Its those nights where you want to be alone, but you don't want to feel alone.Its those knots in your stomach that make you want to cry. a fake smile forced upon your face for so long people actually believe your happy. its getting backstabbed by your so called best friend and feeling betrayed. its hearing lie after lie so you learn to never trust anyone but yourself. its tears on your cheeks that you want to be wiped away by the person who made you cry in the first place, and not knowing why. its about growing up, meeting new people, its moving on in time, and lots and lots of time. its wishing bad things onto people out of anger, its hope for a happy future, and wishing on 11:11, its learning and discovering new things. and its hurting but still trying, its learning from the past mistakes and its laughing over someone you once cried over. its getting stronger, becoming independent. its seeing you can and are happy on your own. so what is highschool you ask? its one big realization that your so young, so carefree, and having so much fun, with a whole future at your feet. so maybe it hurts now, but that's life. it things always went the way we wanted them to, we'd never appreciate them, remember if things always went the way we wanted them to, wed never learn to appreciate anything. don't listen to anything you hear and take chances, even if its a risk of getting hurt. smile and mean it because in thirty years your going to look back on those years you rushed through, and all you'll want is highschool back. make it last.

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